Posted by Martin on 22/7/2007, 7:46 pm

For nearly two years i have been trying to overcome my social anxiety with great success. Yesterday, for the first time ever i found the courage to go clubbling for my friends birthday. I am not at a stage where i can use urinals so i depend on cubicals. So im having a good time when i need the loo. I enter the toilets in the club and find there is only two cubicals(both full) I then wait behind one hoping someone comes out. I am aware of two men at the sinks, think its security. Anyway, finally someone comes out and i enter the cubical. Im happily having my wee trouble free when suddenly i hear a noise. I look back and one of the security guys has climbed up looking over. I was in shock. I came out of the loo and he comes up to me and goes 'what do you think you are doing?' I reply 'nothing'. I think he reliased i was inocent but i was so embarised. He was very agressive towards me. I later came to the conclusion that he thought i was doing drugs or something, but then again, i wasnt in there that long. Now i have a whole new anxiety that if i use cubicals, i big guy will climb and nearly arrest me. On another thought, imagine if i had needed the loo for other reasons, would he just climb up and take a look? Anyway, i had an awesome nite after this its just a shame such a stupid event has dented it for me. I tried using the urinals whilst drunk but had no luck! Any advice? thanks!!!

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