Posted by Rod on 18/10/2009, 4:58 pm

Hi I'm Rod. I've known about this web site for a long time but never posted before. The first time I remember not being able to go was when I was in hospital in 1977 having had my adenoids out. I was seven years old at the time. From then on I remember at school not being able to go to the loo in front of anybody. I lived close to school so could come home at lunch time and go. To cut a long story short I've had this condition all my life. It ruined social life, no girl friends never married not children. I concentrated on my career as a computer programmer. I became quite successful and in 2005 was earning around £76000 a year. My way of dealing with work was to rent rooms in houses near where I worked and could then go out at lunchtime for a wee. This meant limiting my fluid intake and just going to the loo once a day (not very healthy). Any way in 2005 I began to get targeted. Sounds scary and it was. My computer was hacked and I could not longer continue to operate it. I knew it wasn't a virus in the normal way because things started happening on my home computers in 2004 and i felt some fairly powerful people/organisations were out to get me. Anyway I walked out of my contract not telling anyone what was going on. I gave it a few months then got another job. Same thing happened (computer got hacked) and I realised working with a computer again was going to be difficult for me. Since then things have been a nightmare. People coming into my parents home where I now live and moving things round in my room when we are all out. I havn't worked since 2006 after a short spell stacking shelves in a supermarket. The only good news is that I can now miraculously go to the loo in public. Yesterday I went to see my sister. I stopped of at the services. It was very busy but I used the urinals no problem with someone on each side of me. The strange thing in 2005 when I came home after the computer hacking I was unable to go in the privacy of my own house (never had that before). It was as if someone was controlling my ability to urinate. Now that I can magically go in public afer all these years I am getting very suspicious of this whole AP thing. I have a sense that I am being monitored and have a thing called voice 2 skull going on. See http://www.voicetoskull.com. This is not the best web site about voice to skull, it's a bit crazy but do some googling into the subject. Also look up targeted individual. It sounds crazy to say that someone can control your ability to urinate using some form of electromagnetic radiation, but I am very confused about the whole situation now given that I can now go no problem at all, without any practise at desensing etc. Maybe we are part of some sick experiment to see how people cope with this awful condition that totally wrecks your life. I am willing to provide more info or attend the workshops if anyone is interested in hearing more. Regards Rod

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