Posted by Kevin on 24/11/2011, 4:51 am

i wanted to tell me story to people who would understand. ive always sat down to pee because it made more sense then standing and using public toilets was fine until high school, i dont remember when but i just gradually felt more and more uncomfortable if people where near by but if i waited a bit a would eventually get going, then one day it just didnt. i waited for a long time and nothing so i left the toilets feeling really embarrassed i even flushed the toilet so people would think i used it. this was all over years and i managed with it thinking it was just me but now i never know when i can go except in a few locations. i recently went round to a friends friends house for fireworks night and used a toilet only meters from the party but then last weekend i go out to an old friends house party and couldn't go. since i was drinking i had to make up a stupid excuse and get a taxi home at 10pm. after that i decided to search on line for others who might have the same problem and have a solution, i havent done anything yet but ive ordered the books and ill do what they say to see if it helps. im only 23 and i want to have a social life outside of my pc thanks to anyone who actually read all of this it feels good to tell someone.

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