Posted by Walt on 29/10/2009, 12:45 am

Hey guys I have narrowed down the areas that get to me when I am trying to pee. See if any of you have a similar list. Cubicles: The sound I am going to make, knowing that as I go someone is going to here the splashing sound it makes and know how long I’m taking and weather I can actually go or not . Urinals: Being rushed and knowing I will be stood there for a while. I don’t want anyone else to be there, preferably not even in the same room as me. The second someone is in the same room, my bladder immediately tights until they are gone. Almost like a switch. I actually feel the urine travel down to come out, then someone walks in or I get that feeling and the urine retreats. Then as the room empties the urine starts again, but I still can’t go. Not that I use urinals much and this situation goes for private toilets too, like even my own toilet in my own house. It’s the proximity effect. Public port loo’s: Single or open style, it would be 50/50 weather I could go or not. I honestly feel like I have some kind of curse over me. Is it possible for the karma that surrounds you to actually have this kind of hold over you? They do say that the mind is a powerful tool. Maybe everyone in this world feels I should pay for my sins? I have discovered one way I can pee in public, away from everyone at a reasonable distance, and in the total dark. If it is completely dark, and I am a reasonable distance away, then I am fine. It is almost like I need everyone to be completely distracted before I can go.

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