My apologies about the other post, I tried to explain it in as sensitive way as possible. I was thinking about the whole issue of the Paruresis. It is a very fine line for me. If things aren't almost exactly as they need to be, I can't seem to do it. I am not sure I would want to do a workshop, I really feel like it's taking me to a new low in my life. I know the workshops are probably good, but I really don't think I can see myself doing one. It is good just to be able to type messages like this though. There is a reason behind why it is that I get trouble; I just have to find it.
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