Hey guys, i must say thank you for the support and encouragement you have given (which is really hard to find these days). The thought of having people who care about others is enough for me to decide on doing something about this. I have decided to take thursday night out with nothing on my mind except having some fun for once. Its been along time since i have had a proper time out with friends and there should be no reason for anyone not to do so. At college today i said to myself, Even if it doesn't go how i want it, life doent work that way so i should just enjoy every minute i can. Also Pete i am greatful for your support and i am sre going to try my best to take your advice and get any help i can. I realise now how long i have struggled on many occasions after looking back and its about time something is done
Thx again to both of you!
Adam