I've been enlightened. Simon-babies drunks and Partial Androgen Insensitvity Syndrome sufferes wet themselves (or at least that's the fear) due to hypoplasia at birth. There's 1 in every 200k of us. I realise it's the reason why I couldn't hold my bladder for long because of the operation (the psyincter being mutated and repaired) and the reason I was no good in the sack. Anyway, this truth was held from me by my father (a GP) and by every NHS professional since. My life sucks-no kids, no social life, no job and now I'm have no or little control over my life because I can trust almost no one as no one speaks to me about it in my care (at Lothlorien theraputic community in Scotland)-perhaps because they don't have access to my medical records, and I think there's a doctor here under false pretences who plans to cut off my testicle. I'll not let him, else I'll rip his manhood out myself. So, I hope for support from you in the form of some reassurance that bad things won't happen to me. Good luck and maybe in a future life I'll be as normal as you guys and gals.
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