Posted by michael c on 18/12/2009, 2:46 pm, in reply to "Re: I am a survivor"

I feel like ive made a breakthrough finding this site and ive turned a corner i even told my parents because of it but im hardly cured or anything just feel lost and ashamed about what i have i also feel different to anyone i know.I dont want to tell certain people you know how people are all nice to your face and the min your back is turned saying im weired or something like that and i feel i might damage the very few mates i have in the long run.It makes you feel your missing out on life as for the suicide thoughts ive had for ages i dont think im a survivor only a sad person cos of AP cheers Michael.

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