You and Mert were fantastic. The workshop seemed to work as a catalyst, its hard to believe how far I have come since I first made contact with you. I think the answer is to start trying. I had avoided public toilets for so long I was plesantly surprised once I started practicing in our local mall. I am at the stage where I can pee in the toilet if there is one or two people at the urinals or people at the wash basins etc. There are about nine urinals with dividers so its does not feel crowded. The big jump now is to pee in front of someone I know. Its seems to be a whole new heirachy. I am going to keep at it in the mall loo until that is second nature though.
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