Been a while since I posted here. My story is much like all the other sufferers. As I stay in NE Scotland the workshops are a bit far to travel to, so I've been trying the desensing idea first. Last week I went into the public toilets in a busy city centre and stepped up to the urinal with people all around but not right next to me and SUCCESS. Wondering if this was a one off, I returned a further twice and again went with no problem on both occasions. While I dont think that I am "cured", I am hoping that it is the start of overcoming this condition. My plan is to keep on with the desensing and try to go into more and more difficult situations to test myself. There will probably be setbacks along the way but I feel that at least I am doing something and not accepting defeat. I hope this is of some interest and help to other sufferers.
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